The End of my freedom.

Tomorrow is the first day of school, for the new academic year. I'm going to the tenth. If you're an Indian, and you're reading this, I bet you're going, "oh boy, she's in tenth,. She really needs to buck up now" if you didn't go like that, either you have no concern for people stepping into the unknown black hole that is the tenth board exams, or you are completely ignorant about the educational system of your country.
anyway, my two-month summer vacation is over. Today is the last day of the best two months I'll have in a while. My tenth will begin tomorrow, and my life will be smothered with grandma mentioning, "no more playing this year" dad and mom forcing me to "get focused", teachers with the more that occasional "time to get serious" juniors looking at me in awe that I dared to pass my ninth and mean seniors smirking, "u wait and see.."
but I wont listen to them. I will get through tenth like everyone before me. I'll be fine. Right?
I hope so.
my school bag is packed. My uniform is ironed. My shoes are shiny. Now all I need to work on is getting through this year!
I'm so nervous. What if my class has all these creeps in it? What if I trip when I walk into class? What if my teachers a freaky psychotic warlord? What if my ex-boyfriend passes rumors about me? What if I forget my name? What if I can't study anything because I'm so stupid? Oh no! What if I become stupid?
I need help.
I need to be calm, collected.
breathe.
breathe.....
wish me luck!!!
hope everything comes out ok