What is Happening???

Wow. I'm in such a good mood today for some reasoni don't know..haven't got much mail from him. Actually no mail from him.but I know he's thinking of me . I just do. Like intuition. I know thateven though he's so far away.and even though I haven't seen him in a month,even though he told me about the pretty French girl sitting next to himeven though I'm not the prettiest or the smartest girl in the worldI know that he loves me for who I am, no matter where we are.it may be stupid to think that. It may be downright foolish. My friend asked me whether he could be staring at the French girl and thinking about her. But somehow, I have this feeling in my heart, I'm my head, all around me that it's me he's thinking about. And that it's me he wants to come back to.maybe its the words he says to me, woven like a tapestry with yarn of golden truth. Or maybe its the way he says my name. The way his voice flows through me like a crystal river, refreshing me.I can't fathom how something like this could happen to me. And I doubt whether I deserve it. But its happening. My senses have been taken over.is this love? I thought I knew what falling in love was like. But this was so new...And so unpredictable, yet so comfortable. Being with him is like being wrapped up in a quilt when all around you is a raging storm. He gives me a sense of belonging. I used to be the "wacko". Now I have some company.we're so alike.and I know that the miles won't stop him loving me as much as I love him.