Kelly. Anie.

Some people you just click with. Some people, you meet them the first time and you know that they are going to stay.

I met you that day. Dusty room. We laughed and we raised our hands to a scandalous question. We had that little rainy outing on the road. And it happened, just like that. We laughed then... and without any possible reason, we laugh now.

Inside secrets that made Facebook a cryptic treasure house. (That some wall stalkers would figure out in an instant) Fruit jokes that no one else on the planet could find funny. Stupid, very stupid things that I did in unstable states that you entertained. Boy stories that perpetually ended with a whole hearted "Awie". Memories like infinite cello tape.

And now roommates. The prospect gives me little inside giggles. The ones that are tiny and don't come out loud but they sit inside you and warm you all day. We'll make that room the most insane, the most lived in, the most eclectic room imaginable. And always always, we shall laugh. MUCH.

Empty

Things have been so dead lately. Exams and the winter have slowed down life almost to a standstill. The short days are made even shorter because i wake up so late. Instability was the theme of my mind when i got here. Unsure of doing well in exams on one hand, and unsure of Wolvy keeping in touch over the new term. Unstable because i didn't have Amit's voice everyday and because i was pulled away from my family. Confused with everything that was going on, and just not bothered to deal with it. It just lay there like a quiet snake. And it still hasn't bitten me. I'm still empty of all these feelings. It's not that they don't matter anymore. It's simply that my mind doesn't allow itself to process these things. I am left with a hollowness that just won't go away.