Empty

Things have been so dead lately. Exams and the winter have slowed down life almost to a standstill. The short days are made even shorter because i wake up so late. Instability was the theme of my mind when i got here. Unsure of doing well in exams on one hand, and unsure of Wolvy keeping in touch over the new term. Unstable because i didn't have Amit's voice everyday and because i was pulled away from my family. Confused with everything that was going on, and just not bothered to deal with it. It just lay there like a quiet snake. And it still hasn't bitten me. I'm still empty of all these feelings. It's not that they don't matter anymore. It's simply that my mind doesn't allow itself to process these things. I am left with a hollowness that just won't go away.